busy busy busy!

heyaaa~.. been so busy lately i havent even had time to come online to update =(

even tho hols are here but it seems as though it's just study leave. heh.. well actually just wanna tell y'all, gonna be busy these few weeks, so i guess i probably wont be updating much.

not exactly in the mood today. so much things going on; you feel like running away, but you cant. it's dead there right in front of you. so much things you wish to change; it feels so empty, but you cant. there's no turning back. it's a path you chose when you decided long ago that it was what you wanted.

mind over matter. sure, it's easy to say.. but mind over heart? impossible.

why? why is it so hard to do? why cant it just leave me alone?

wallowing in self-pity and overdeep emotions.. heh.. i'll be fine after this. just need to get some pathetic things out of my mind..

@ 11:11 AM