complicated.

it's happening too fast
all of this at once
unsure of what to hope
what to believe
what to trust

how can i be sure that
you mean what you say?
i think i barely know you
yet..
oh i dont know.

i do not deny
how great all this feels
but is all this right?
this feeling inside?

i need time
i need trust
i need you to understand
i need hope
i need faith
i cant bear any more pain

i pray and i hope you will understand
i want this to work out
i know you do too

all i ask from you
is that you understand
there are things about me
that you may not see

still unsure of my feelings
feelings that cannot be forced
please do not pressure me
i need to be free
i need you to trust me
i need you to be there
i need a lot of things
i need you to care

am i asking for too much?
i just feel so confused
i'm really sorry
but i do need your trust

dont make this hard on me
that is all i ask
however i am glad
to know you as you
to know that you're always true
in all that you do

thank you.

@ 5:00 PM