ponteng.

i woke up at 5.15am this morning. oh bangga.. i actually woke up when my alarm rang.. ahaha..

well actually i wish i didnt. was having the best dream of all dreams.. haihz. talk about bad timing.. great dreams just have to end like THAT. =(

after the rude awakening, i just laid there staring at the ceiling. insane thoughts all crossing my mind.. that's when i decided to ponteng for today. muahaha..

i'm such a naughty girl nowadays.. been playing hooky more than i should. but oh well.. studying at home proves to be more productive than studying in school. it's not like the teachers even teach anything anymore. an average of about 13 students per day.. i think even the teachers themselves dont feel like teaching. in conclusion.. the best thing to do for these last few days is to stay at home. haihz. wish they'd just make it easier for us by granting us an earlier study leave.

hrm. been thinking a lot during my ceiling-staring session this morning. realized that there are some things i just cant do yet.. and some things i probably shouldnt do.. am i making sense? at times i dont even understand myself.

planning to go over to L&P Consultant Agency's later to check out on some stuffs regarding my plans for next year. haihz.. it's getting closer and closer. so is spm. argGhHH~.. an issue that never ceases to cross the mind.

which reminds me [ONCE AGAIN, like always] that i have to get off the comp already and continue studying.. sighz. just a few more days to go.. and i'll be free.

i will survive.

=)

signin off. peace be with you all..

@ 1:44 PM