i think..

woke up early today. after days of lazing, not studying.. my mind finally consented to let me open a revision book. arghhh all those facts! killing the brain.. just using up important brain cells needed for much more interesting activities.. like.. erm..

shyt.

ahaha that's so sad. i actually cant think of anything fun to do at the moment. i think it's due to the fact that i've been so completely bored for the past few days that i have actually become a very boring person. not that i'm not already one, but then. ho-hum.

anyways..

*big grin*

have been checking out others' blogs. it's interesting to look at life from different people's point of views. i feel like such a lazy bum after reading theirs. it's like, they're all so smart, hardworking people all prepared for spm and stuff.. and here i am complaining about the loss of brain cells due to studying for spm. i should stop thinking like that.

yes.

therefore, i promise myself that i will study MORE; at least for these few weeks.. and only AFTER that will i allow myself to enjoy life. ahakz~..

hrm. however.. before that i need to consider the fact that all these 'promises' that i make to myself usually never last more than a day. oh that is so sad.

@ 10:53 AM