FREEDOM!

ahh.. yes. i can finally say it. freedom.

sweet freedom in my hands.. =)

ahaha cant believe i didnt blog yesterday! arghh.. i had so much to say.. i guess i just didnt have the mood la.. hrm. gotta remind myself to blog more often before i forget everything i really wanna say..

well.. to tell the truth, i really didnt feel the post-spm mood right after the last whistle sounded yesterday. all these months i thought that 3.30pm on the 2nd december 2004 would be the happiest moment after all that stress and everything - but it just didnt seem that way when it finally happened.

i guess the main reason was coz i was feeling pretty bummed out about bio. i dont think i did too well.. stupid experiment and stuff. argH.. but there's no use crying over spilt milk, is there? serves me right for not studying more.. but what the heck. i was already pasrah when i went in to sit for bio anyway.. however i didnt feel too bad about it anymore after that. i'm not gonna need it for mass comm anyway =)

so then.. when i got into the car and finally thought i was gonna start feeling THE feeling.. the freaking-spm-is-finally-over-and-i-can-start-to-party feeling.. i began to realize that there are some friends i might not even have a chance to see anymore! some going for NS.. some whom i have no idea where they're going.. some whom i didnt get the chance to get their contact numbers and addresses.. arghh.. it's like, such a HEAVY feeling deep inside la.. i dont even know how to say it.. i was starting to miss the school and everyone in it even though i was only a few metres away from school. i didnt even get to say goodbye to some of them.. *sighz* dunnola was just feeling so nostalgic. it felt even worse than during convocation day..

ahaha.. i dunno what's with me these two days.. but well, i guess i'm feeling better liao la.. just got back from a buffet dinner at dynasty's café rosita with the ngiauchi po's (chan & sin mei), kai ning, lynda, tracy, euphrasia, nish and jin hsien.. ehehe.. took plenty of pictures with lynda's new camera. i love it soooo much! it's the canon powershot. argH.. so jealous of her. =p

ohh and i'm really looking forward to going to KL tomorrow night. will be spending the night in KLIA with some of the other kuching players. then we'll be flying to penang together early the next morning. i SO cant wait to see them! havent seen all of them for so long.. miss them so much laa..

i'm only halfway thru packing. just got into the holiday mood a bit lah today.. ehehe =) hopefully i'd get to blog even tho i'm not around. definitely will try to find cyber cafés once i'm there. ahaha dun think i'd have a prob with that.. those lil guys cant seem to live without playing counter-strike while on tournaments. they'd definitely know where all the cybers are.. lolz.

ahhhhh i'm feeling so good..

*wink*

oh and i'm back to my old skin. ehehe.. just wanna keep things simple la while i'm away. ;)

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