what case of nerves?

i just realized after a lot of blog and friendster surfing that people nowadays are more tightly strung-stressed-depressed compared to before. why cant everyone just be happy and enjoy life? well okay.. that's coming from a person who's currently very content with life so it's probably not a very strong point. but then? why so much shyt going on now? life used to be so simple.

friends were the people you could always count on for anything. family would always be there for you, no matter what. life's troubles could easily be handled, with a bit of help from the people closest to you..

now, friends are hard to trust; backstabbers, liars. most only concerned with their own wellbeing. what happened to the days of i'llbebehindyounomatterwhathappenswearefriendsforever and all that shyt? family would always be there, but sometimes they just wouldnt understand, so there's no point.

every day going through life only able to worry. no room for pure, real enjoyment. no one's really happy. it's just a fact. life at the lowest moments feel like times from hell. you just wanna break free but know not how.

at times like these i'm glad i'm happy now. i have everything i could ever ask for, life means so much to me and i'm enjoying every second of it. sure, there's probably a thing of two i may be missing now, but there's so much of life ahead.. i cant wait to see it all.

a hell load of shyt's happened before, but that's the past now. i'm sure shyt would probably happen again, but at least i'll face it better and with more experience than before. no way i'm letting the same thing happen again. i know better now. i hope.. heh. but it's life experiences that make us better people, so what the heck.. =)

i am happy. thank you God. i love You and i love you all. mwahz to all my hunnies.

@ 7:21 PM