just when i thought things cant get worse.

i just got off the phone with debs after she sent me an sms. she says she's moving back to indonesia by august.

i dont know what to do. i'm going to miss her so much. jess just left, and now deb's saying she's leaving soon too. yeah, sure, deb did mention she's probably gonna leave after this year, but i didnt realize it's gonna be so soon.

i dont know. i just feel so sad. deep down inside.. i wanna cry but no tears seem to be able to come out.

i know i should've gotten used so long ago to the fact that 'all good things must come to an end'.. but in truth, i've never really gotten it.

it all seems so rotten.

like i've probably mentioned before, you can't always have everything. but i just wish that luck would be on my side at times.

not that i wouldnt want debs to leave, of course. she'd have much better opportunities over there compared to here. it's just that.. i'm gonna miss her so much.

*sigh.

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