ke-tidaktidur-an.

great. i cant even sleep. it seems i have officially screwed up my whole sleeping routine.

it is 0545am and just a few hours ago i was sleepy as hell trying to finish my assignments due tomorrow. now, having done it all, i'm as awake as a fish. er. well, i cant think of anything that doesnt sleep. do fish sleep? i can't picture fish sleeping coz they're always with their eyes open. so i think they dont sleep. but well i dont watch discovery channel as much, so what would i know? in that case, i guess i can say i'm as awake as roy's aka ex-debby's tortoises. i'm PRETTY SURE they dont sleep coz whenever i look in on them at weird times of the day, there they are all awake. roy says they sleep tho. but let's just not listen to him right now coz i cant think of anything else that doesnt sleep. so i'm as awake as a tortoise.

ahahaaaa what a digresser. is there such a word? i'm too lazy to find out. i wanna sleep! i've got a really boring class frm 1000am onwards which requires a lot of concentration and which would probably last till about 0100pm or 0200pm. last week was bad enough; i want this week's class to be good. eheh. cant afford any more mistakes in that class. in this case, cant afford to sleep thru class tomorrow morning. =) but i still cant sleep.

maybe it's the happy thought of actually having completed all my assignments due tomorrow. that's why i'm so wide awake. ehehe.. whatever it is, it's a good feeling tho. i procrastinate so much, i rarely finish on time. well, the good feeling only consists of finishing my assignment. not the not sleeping part. am i making any sense? no. i dont think so. i dont even get what i'm saying here.

aiii aku want to tidoooo! but aku's matas wont tutup. haih.

so, since i cant sleep, let me just fill this up and bore you with what's going on in my mind right now.

- i wanna kena lottery and earn at least 10 million POUNDS not RINGGIT. wahahaha. then i can buy my sony cybershot dsc-t7, a saxophone, a digital videocam (not that i'd actually need one, i think, if i have the t7 already. but what the heck, i've got money to throw around =) ).. i just realize i want a lot of things lah. those are just the few off the top of my head. ooh, i want a scholarship sponsored by myself to any uni or college in europe, or.. i COULD buy over luct and change the management and everything. then it'd be how i want it to be. food prices at makanlah would be so cheap that even chiam would eat breakfast, lunch and dinner there. teehee. so funny. chiam would so kill me BUT YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU CHIAMIEEEE! ahah. so many other things i want lah. but nevermind. dont wanna say anything else. the mind thinks crazy things when deprived of enough rest.

- i wanna take a break and go to redang and perhentian. but well, i'm gonna need my 10 million pounds anyway. i'm missing the beaches already.

- i wanna get a car in kl. again, the money issue. =)

- i wanna sleep. because i think i'm kinda dreaming already tho my eyes are wide open. lottery and cars konon.. ahaha.

BUT I CANT SLEEP!

and i've got a whole load of emails i'm supposed to be writing but i still havent gotten around to do them yet. haih. so sad. procrastinating for assignments and coursework are bad enough; i even do it for emails. what a sad case. but well, for ppls i havent replied emails or i'm supposed to send one to soon, you know me lah. ahaha.. i always take a long time to reply coz i always think i have a lot of things to say.. which ends up in me putting off writing that email till dunno when. but well. that doesnt mean i dont love getting emails! ehehe.

okay. it's 0622am. back home my mom's probably sending my bro to school. and i havent sleep all night! i wanna go home. i wanna drive. aiyohh..

i'd better go and try squeeze my eyes shut for at least an hour and wake up at 0730am later.

@ 6:25 AM