thoughts.

whew am i pooped. woke up at 0500am this morning, left for work at 0600+am, arrived at 0700am, stayed throughout the remainder of the live programming of asia squawk box and now i'm so deaded out. i dont know how the rest of the team lasted since 0300am! hols has made my sleeping time more than usual and i'm back to my very-rare-during-semester more than 5 hours of sleep. which probably explains the tens of yawns i've had since this morning.

*siGh. but the experience was good though. this morning, i mean. ECN was explaining to me all about the live programming while they were running the show.. and i think i probably learned more about the production side of the media in this one week than i could ever learn in one semester of classes! and daymn. i was in the control room just now.. very intense. sudden changes in the show.. guests not turning up.. breaking news.. all i can say is, wow. definitely an interesting field. *biG smile. i'd like to produce a show one of these days.

so then, it's back to the office upstairs.

siGh. i'm starting to get worried. i'm so broke. i mean, there's tonnes of stuff i have to buy.. xmas presents.. bday presents.. clothes.. and those arent even including the top three i have planned so long ago when i found out how much allowance i'm getting from cnbc for working as an intern: a digital camera, a mobile phone, and an mp3 player for my bro. after i get all three, i think i'll even be blowing my whole cnbc allowance! coz i had a rough estimate for those three items of at least a bit more $ than what i'm currently earning. arGh. and there's still money needed for lunch and all those little everyday expenses like transportation.. i really dont wanna ask for more money from my parents coz i think i'm already overspending. fck. i cant wait to start working for real. i wonder if there's any freelance work i can do?

i'm so broke.

and i havent even done my hair! =(

@ 10:14 AM