my eye hurts.
i think i havent had enough sleep. =(
last weekend was such a break from all things stressful that i was so disoriented when i went back to vista prima on sunday evening. ahahahaaa.. i went over to kelana jaya and stayed with auntie jenny and my baby brother from thursday evening till sunday - which i still think isnt enough.
missed seeing that bugger play so much. had a bloody heart attack when he was playing his last doubles against those two expats. shiet. it's so frustrating and yet i love watching so much. agh.. i mean, watching other ppl play.. okaylar. still interesting. but watching that bugger play? nervous breakdown! i really really wanna go to penang for the next leg which is on april 20th laa! anyone wants to go with me? coz i really doubt auntie jenny'll let me go alone. haih. *praying praying praying hard.
it was good seeing the other bugger too aka kevin lee xin de. ahahaa.. he's annoying me as much as ivan these days. and to think, he used to be so nice. lol. and this is reason #1 that i'm thankful i dont REALLY have two brothers. ahaha.. these two are a handful enough!
then it was great seeing my partner in crime tiara dahling too! missed her tonnes. i miss playing in tennis comps! agh. AGH AGH AGH! *tugs, no, PULLS at hair.
so everything was going so fine and all.. i was so depressed when i finally had to leave on sunday evening. craps.
from then on.. it was like smack back to reality. haih.
this week's bloody filled with assignment deadlines. my eyes are so sore from not having enough sleep and even coffee's not helping coz my body's too tired already. i cant wait for break in two weeks' time!!
okay i'm damn tired now. i need sleep. i guess i shall just go now to sleep in the library.
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just off the top of my head..
- i suddenly missed cnbc
so bad this morning. andrea, adeline, jacq, jimmy, priscilla, janice and the rest. even gregg, altho he was never around much. ahaha.. *sigh.
i miss i miss i miss. i wanna help on cnbc mobile again. i wanna prepare the asia market update again. i wanna do hotboards again. i wanna transcribe again. i wanna aghhh.. i cant believe that i actually miss working. but it was so
fun. =(
- i'm getting
freaked out so much lately ahaha. stupid
orang minyak storyboard that joe's made us do. it's stupid but somehow i find it scary. geez. trust a chicken like me to get freaked out by something so
trivial. i've just started and altho joe's really taught us so much, i still feel i dont know enough to come up with a really good storyboard. the
mise-en-scene and cinematography factors.. hrm. ahwells. guess i'll just need to
watch more movies for inspiration.
AHAHA yesterday shinki was saying how she and arthur were envying how all i have to do for assignments is to enjoy watching movies, while the rest of them have to spend so much time and money
$$ for their designs and all. well, i guess there's a pro and con for everything.. ahaha. i
DO have to crack my head too for ideas for my film journals that would be good enough for joe (read: joe - film&television lec) and dayymmnn is he
not easy to please. heh. so trust me. it's great fun and all, but not as stress-free as you might think.
- mom and the bugger coming on wednesday! cant bloody wait. so i'll be gone for the whole weekend from thursday onwards. ahaha damn i
love fridays off.
- speaking of which, i used to have journalism classes on saturdays but i've switched my second stream to advertising. so now, i'm doing
film&television, advertising and probably
journalism as my elective. cant wait to start my photography. bought a
nikon f55 slr from shinki yesterday for a great deal of rm400
WITH tripod and four rolls of film. i'm so happy. =D altho, i've yet to get someone to teach me some basics since i've missed the first two classes. too bad it's not digital tho or else i wouldnt have minded playing around on my own. ehehe.
- i'm very
tired. for what exact reason i do not know, but i've been very tired. gotta finish up all my assignments before i take off on thursday and have fun in kelana jaya for tennis. get some time off.. and get dark. teehee. i'm getting too
fair now! shiet. ahaha..
okay enough shyt for the morning. ahaha.. i'll be off now. for the time being. =)
spm results out today!
ahhh nostalgia!
just a year ago i was jumping up and down with my 8A's 2B's.. although hey i know they arent exactly
GREAT results, but they're super good enough for me.. considering i didnt really place much hope of even pulling thru without a
C! ehehee.. *sigh. this day brings back so much
happy memories..so ofcourse, now a shoutout to my three lil bros
kevin, zhi yuan and
kenneth:congrats to you guys!! *huGs.
ehehee..
and also to all other spm-ers out there.. congrats for your great results! and well, even if you may not think they're great, it's not the end of the world. it could've been much worse~! =)
...
kok lik's finally left us! =(
there goes another one.. first it was jess to the states.. then it was debs back to indonesia.. and now kok lik who's prolly going to UK soon. wonder if i'm next? *sigh. still praying and hoping for it.
had a farewell going-out with kok lik last sunday at sunway pyramid. had kimgary's (i finally, FINALLY had my cheesebaked rice after dreaming of it for 3months plus! yuM. *drooLs. AHAHAHA..) then some shopping, then movie! pink panther is such great shyt if you're one for silly jokes or if you just wanna take a break and laugh your lungs out. lol. i know i sure did la. and so did everyone else in the cineplex then, i think. i'm not really a huge fan of steve martin, but pink panther's totally.. aGh. ahaha. seriously HIGHLY recommended. i dont know what more to say. just watch it. =)
my kimgary's cheesebaked rice!
me with kok lik!then.. kok lik finally left on tuesday. *sniff. the house seemed pretty quiet at first with her absence.. but it got better la. our tv finally got fixed! so we have like this
HUGEASS tv that actually
CAN be used.. and i put the bedsheet on the mattress outside so our
living room now = super comfy. well,
I think so anyway even if no one does. lol. and i also got my bed too so had a super makeover for my room the other day. now it looks like this:
both are views from the doorway. hrm. i just realized i left my pic of our living room in my cam at home. =( nvms. next time then. ehehe..
so.. went for cell group at michelle's place on friday.. met flora from kuching who was lived vanuatu for a while.. and also chang yaw, jeremy's friend - who also happens to be sheaynee's boyfriend but i
SO didnt know then! it was damn funny when i realized it the next day. i
KNEW he was familiar but i didnt know how. ahaha..
then
YESTERDAY.. BIG NEWS. big,
HAPPY news. i shall only disclose it when i'm given the right to though. ahaha.. for now, let us just know it as:
The Great News That Happened On A Saturday, Wait, No, On A Friday But Only Got Known On A Saturday.=) happy happy news.
today was mass day! ehehe.. went for mass at
CKK this morning with jeremy, flora and regina. met up with so many peeps whom i've not seen in aGes. ahaha.. then we went for breakfast and sunway pyramid after that. watched
underworld: evolution. i think it was actually not bad. i was expecting to fall asleep during the film but hey, it was actually good enough. interesting, that one. too bad i didnt watch the first underworld tho.
*sighs.
and now i'm dead tired. i think coz i woke up too early this morning. ahaha.. 0600am leh! coz had to pick ppl up for mass, so had to go extra early. but it was good la. ehehe..
so i guess.. i'll just.. go now. and sleep.
