random - just me.
two weeks of hols - i'm getting used to bumming; i wonder if i'll ever get up again?
everyday just doing nothing productive.
>> the firewire cant be used (the stupid idiot writing this wasnt smart enough to realize that ohno her laptop didnt actually have a firewire PORT. bloody hell.) so there goes all the work i was planning.
>> the same idiot feels too lazy to work either; so yeah.
>> plenty of mails and msgs to reply - but again, still bumming and lazy to do anything.
luckily i've my baby guitar, 'else i'd die.
hahah okaylarrr actually it's not too bad. getting better lah. eva just got back, chan's due to come back in two weeks, char's in three weeks.. so yeah all's good. but then i think of all there is to do in miri nowadays and i'm all
O_O. i need an island holiday! hahah okay yah i know that was random.
so i'll be getting back to kl on jan 15th; flight's confirmed. first time i'm booking the flight so early ey haha.. going back to see my twin, spend time with tasha before she leaves for perth (*sniff) and just play before classes start! hehe.. coz knowing limkokwing, real classes prolly wont start till about two weeks after registration.
anyone looking for me now; i'm at home for the most part of the day and at the tennis court (as usual) in the evenings. =) i havent been driving much either - i guess the novelty of driving just kinda wore off. heheh..
aiii i'm bored. my brain's just not functioning. i dont know what to say. i'm just blogging now for the sake of blogging. -_- ohno i have no life! holidays = rotten brain cells. dammit. i'm incoherent.
i wanna watch home of the brave. =)
feel like a new blog layout (i know i've been saying this for ages! but obviously never done it hehe..) but i'm so lazy la. and i dont like how my blog looks with firefox. or maybe it's just the widescreen making it weird.. but still. haih.
aku bosan la! restless. =)
haha.
found something really cute today:
to love is to suffer. to avoid suffering one must not love. but then one suffers from not loving. therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. to suffer is to suffer. to be happy is to love. to be happy then is to suffer. but suffering makes one unhappy. therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. i hope you're getting this down.- woody allen.
food for thought.
blah.
i havent blogged in so long that this feels supremely weird.
updates:
- monkee is no more. it's so depressing, in a way.
- i'm home.
- i'm bumming like crazy.
- i got my baby handycam.
- i finally got wireless at home.
- i miss prima.
- i'm missing my newfound long-lost twin.
- i dont know how to blog anymore.
there.
i think that's it for now. prolly will update more in the future. hahah. this is such a sad post. till then!
stuck in perpetual lala-land.
my mind's numb - more like, it's not there. it's gone far away on holiday, leaving me physically stuck here in puchong weighed down with assignments while it's enjoying itself having good food and dreaming of certain primates.
haha.. holiday mood's been going on since the bloody raya break. so
potong stim lah, give holidays then suddenly have to come back to uni for a few more weeks of work. final assignments somemore. eep. and i cant bloody well think coz my mind and heart's already in miri!
meanwhile, i long for the day i can finally call 'it's a wrap' and REALLY mean it. when that day comes, i know i'll have graduated from amateur filmmaking haha.. we're gonna have to reshoot tomorrow for our final production coz our previous two 'wraps' just werent wrapped up enough. this morning was stressful, but now i think we've finally got things under control.. so cant wait for shooting tomorrow. =) think we can salvage our work.
on another note, God bless whoever came up with the internet and handphones. i would worship them, but too bad for them that spot's long taken and forever to stay. i mean, seriously. what would we
do without technology? haha.. it is
so useful and such a great communication tool. *snickers.
i'm currently living in bliss. oh, the joy. =)
ode to monkee.
you've put a smile on my face
a spring in my steps
a shine in my eyes
a contented sigh
you clear out dark clouds
that's been there too long
casting new light
on long lonely nights
you need not do much
i'm grateful enough
i'm happy with this
though i wont mind a kiss (HAHA.)
my days have been lighter
cheerier and happier
since you came along
despair's been long gone
i wake with new life
a fresh breath of air
i barely even know you
yet i feel like i do
i've gotten so much more
than i've dared to expect
feeling so happy now
words just cant explain how
this smile is still here
i cant get it off
now what have you done?
why is all this so fun?
drowning in sweets
i cant take no more
someone please slap me
before i go crazy
ohgod i sound demented
i know that i am
words come out so weird
it's as though i'm hotwired
okay i've to stop now
my rhyme's never been good
but now it's sure far worse
yet it's not a first
eep! somebody help!
okay i'll shut up now
so, monkee i thank you
for just being you!
haha ohgod i'm lame
but i cant seem to stop
i've been on a high
since you replied 'hi'
like a silly lil schoolgirl
innocent and naive
having her first crush
with her heart turned to mush
like watching a chick flick
the kind you go 'awww'
i dont need an ending
coz this is enough
oops now that didnt rhyme
but somehow it seemed right
whateverlah i dont care
i wont have more to say
alright then i'll cabut
so people take care
life is just beautiful
now, dont you agree?
heehee.
monkee.
whee.
